Why must you keep asking me to do this & that?
Im not your dog for god sake.
Who are you to ask me around.
I like lying on bed to read, you got problem izzit?
So what if it'll increase my eyesights?
Even I dont give a damn care about eyesights alrdy, for fucking ass you care so much.
Who are you? Who gave you the rights?
F.F.F = F***ing F***er Fat*er
&, so what if my sciences fail?
So what if sciences are one main important subjects?
I dont even care alrdy, why should you be worried for me?
Fail fail la, knn, at most go 3E or NA or retain.
What's the big deal? Asshole.
You better fucking fuck off, my studies, my results, it's mine, not yours.
Dont pin hope on me when you didnt do well way back in your generation.
Dont pick on me. So what if your "good" old pimple faced son score better?
Didnt he fail his english?? & yet before that happened, you gave him a comp.
You just like what the chinese saying says, 重男轻女.
Ass, treat your son so good, treat your daughter so bad, one day you'll have retribution.
Everyday came back home see my watch tv jiu scold scold scold.
You didnt even see your "good" son, either playing happily away on his comp or late at 8pm+ then reach home. & dont even let me go kbox or chalet or stay out late at night.
What kind of stupid father are you.
So what if I need you to give me daily allowance?
I can easily go out find some part time to do yea.
So what if Im still underage? There will be some, at least some, that my age qualifies their work requirements.
One day, just one fine sunny day, Im gna leave home :)
Give you peace ma, since you said that Im not important, my results are not important.
Then for fuck I still stay in this stupid house, stupid family.
Seeing you wearing your double-sided mask, which is totally different when you're in front of me & cousin.
You're such a good actor, asshole actor.
You sucks :)
Bye all.
**Sorry all, but Im venting my anger thru my blog, sorry yea.***edited*Hey all! :) Hm, just ignore the above post ba.
If you cant see the words, then my purpose for putting it at its smallest is a success alrdy :)
Please dont try to enlarge it if you know how to.
It's just some craps from me agn, hahaha.
Just that it might sound emo, but I dont care, cause I totally pissed off by someone who wants me to study hard, when Im naturally stupid, except in music areas luh :D
Cause I sure love
music ♥ !!
Well, who ever knows me well will find out this :)
Idk what the hell Im saying, but I know I mad now, Hahaha ^^
Cause whenever I think or look at
JJ's pictures, I'll get so high over
him for at least half an hour. ^^
Plus, whenever I think of his songs, I'll start to sing & imitate
him xP .
Well, no one has ever seen me imitating
him yet. But there's one.
My mirror image! LOLOL! I dont zilian! But I like to look at mirror, cause
JJ likes to look at
himself in the mirror very much :D
LOL, well, this might sound like Im a copycat of
JJ, yea, maybe Im just 有样学样-ing
JJ only :)
Some ppl say I resembles
JJ (:DDDD!!) , some ppl say I sing like
JJ (._.???? How they know sial, I seldom sing in front of some ppl, except when Im really high, or those ppl whom Im really close w :) bleh, this is crap :P )
Well, whatever it is, I only know, I really
Love♥ JJ alot!! ^^
Hey, who doesnt know that
ILOVEJJ♥ ?? I'll make sure that person knows it & remember it well! ^^
Hahaha! This is not call force, is call ownself wish :D (translate to chinese :) )
Well, I might list out the changes I noticed in myself due to me 学-ing
JJ's daily lifestyle etc, hahs :P .
Maybe I'll put them in point form? o.o
Here,
- My tongue started to lick my lips & gradually it caused my lips to become dry, which I have to do the actions quite often, which JJ likes to do, & he doesnt even realise it himself! Hahs :) (dont understand what I meant? Then I have no idea how to make you understand. Well, you dont have to understand it anws :) It's JJ's habits, as well as turning into my habits ^^ & Im proud to have these habits xP )
- My smiley faces when I type in comp changed from " (: " to " :) " . LOL, well, it's just the mouth's position, from left to right. Hahahas, cause JJ uses " :) " , so Im using it too :D Hehee, dont say I copy :X , but I personally think that Im copying him, oops :X .
- JJ likes to pose a "twist" sign whenever he's posing for a camera shot. & Im starting to pose that too. Hehs.
- Next, JJ likes music alot. & Im starting to 欣赏 those like, classical jazz or olden days kind of classic now.
- JJ plays guitar, piano & drums. & Im in a CCA call Guitar (LOL, Idk how say, but yea true, I join guitar firstly cause, JJ knows how to play it, & next, I wanna join a musical group :) )
- Im gna start pestering my parents to let me learn piano or drums soon, maybe after 'O's? o.o might think & consider over this :) Hahaha.
- &, I wanna become a singer/composer/artist like JJ when I grow up. That's the purpose of my blog's url, jj-inspired-me ^^ hohoho! :D This is so gna be my ambition. Support me when I released my album/EP yea! :D Hahaha! I've alrdy got one "fan" :P . He promised that he'll buy my album when I've released them next time :) but, that's still a qn mark, cause I havent go for grades. Im considering about it. Go for guitar grade first ba :)
- I so wanna join "Ocean Butterflies" Music Company, which is JJ's company :D Hahaha ^^
See, JJ has a big influence in me :) &, I think that the influences are good, & they'll remain in me even until I grow up. & I will LOVEJJ♥ even when I pass away, I'll still like him when Im a ghost :D See I so tiongxim to JJ :D
(Well, this edited post is mostly about JJ, LOL. HAHAHA ^^ bleh. )
Labels: FML; JJ :D
